曲名:忙与盲
唱:周华健词:袁琼琼
曲:李宗盛编曲:李庭匡
专辑:风雨无阻

曾有一次晚餐和一张床
在什么时间地点和那个对象
我已经遗忘我已经遗忘
生活是肥皂香水眼影唇膏

许多的电话在响
许多的事要备忘
许多的门与抽屉
开了又关关了又开如此的慌张
我来来往往我匆匆忙忙
从一个方向到另一个方向
忙忙忙忙忙忙
忙是为了自己的理想
还是为了不让别人失望
盲盲盲盲盲盲
盲的已经没有主张
盲的已经失去方向
忙忙忙盲盲盲
忙的分不清欢喜还是忧伤
忙的没有时间痛哭整一场
 

上面这首华健的歌正好说明了此刻lemon楠的心情,或者只有华健能理解我吧.我经常在心里和他交流,感觉很棒. 的确我匆匆茫茫,从一个方向到另一个方向,我的忙到底是为了自己的理想,还是为了不让别人失望,盲得已经没有主张,没有方向,或许已经遗忘了自己的存在,生活到分不清楚欢喜还是忧伤,忙得得没有时间去痛苦一场..这种感觉很好,因为我对生活已经没有感觉了,机械地,木然地,独立地,,......

 

 如果谁问怎么会这样呢??你??

 

就用最近常用的一个词吧,  那-----必须地!!

 

汇报近况---10月28号到北行黄姑区看万圣节乐队现场,到时候和哥们疯狂一把,,到时候会发片上头的..just waiting time loading  yeah!!

life is peachy!

Seasons in the Sun
Westlife

Goodbye to you, my trusted friend,
we've known each other since we were nine or ten;
together we've climbed hills and trees,
learned of love and A-B-C`s,
skinned our hearts and skinned our knees.

Goodbye my friend, it's hard to die,
when all the birds are singing in the sky;
now that the spring is in the air,
pretty girls are every where;
think of me and I'll be there.

We had joy, we had fun,
we had seasons in the sun;
but the hills that we climb
were just seasons out of time.

Goodbye, Papa, please pray for me,
I was the black sheep of the family;
you tried to teach me right from wrong,
too much wine and too much song,
wonder how I got along.

Goodbye, Papa, it's hard to die,
when all the birds are singing in the sky;
now that the spring is in the air,
little children every where,
when you'll see them, I'll be there.

We had joy, we had fun,
we had seasons in the sun;
but the wild and the song,
like the season has all gone

Chorus:
Goodbye, Michelle, my little one,
you gave me love and helped me find the sun;
and every time that I was down,
you would always come around
and get my feet back on the ground.

Goodbye, Michelle, it's hard to die,
when all the birds are singing in the sky;
now that the spring is in the air,
with the flowers every where
I wish that we could both be there.

All our lives we had fun,
we had seasons in the sun;
But the stars we could reach
were just starfish on the beach.

从哥们的blog上看到了这首歌,不过我 听的是westlife 版本的,第一遍就彻底喜欢了.希望看到歌词的朋友们好好体味一下...是的,我们留给世界的无疑只有背影....我们曾共享快乐,也曾共享阳光季节,犹如seasons in the sun更迭着,变换着,但我们不变的特质是对于生活,对于我们的追求的一种坚定的信念...还有对于自己追求的生活的向往和对于我们所爱所尊敬的人们的一颗感恩的心...seasons in the sun....我们在sunshine 中继续赶路,come on !!!you guys

    最近可以说我身心已经疲惫至及,事已至此皆都为生活所迫,一时间太忙,整的我都不从下手了.实验,带本科生毕业实验.导师的任务.备战公务员.公务员 呀公务员..我只是想尽到我的全力,不想为以后留什么遗憾,说实在的,象我这种精神境界较常人高许多的文艺青年,恩,公务员算吊啊,我靠,我其实蛮鄙视的...无奈为了生活,也地寐俗一小下...也许苍天在上能眷顾我这么一个独立青年走上行政领导岗位吧..呵呵...以咱的学习效率和多年来对各种考试的研究来讲,按套路来,我什么都不惧,因为我他妈的考太多的考试了....

    虽然很充实,但也真的蛮辛苦的.我头晕,我有点透支脑力了,奔波于实验室和自习室和寝室食堂之间....忙碌于艰难而又不得不完成的实验中....

如今也转型了,整了西服穿,皮鞋穿,谁见了都说简直帅呆了,我只想说..一直这么帅!!哈哈哈哈.

 

    这么些年一直努力着,生活着,奔波游荡着,然而我想的是我只是在乎和憧憬着远方无限远的目的地,(实际上永远都达不到的),然而生活的这条道路上的沿途风景我只是扫了几眼,甚至没有机会去领略.更谈不上看风景的心情了.或许我们更应该从生活中发觉乐趣而不是为了生活而生活.这可能是一直很累或者拿不起放不下的原因吧..

 

 昨天一件小事被同学记在了lemon楠语录上:事情如此,晚上哥们几个吃火锅,喝了点酒大概我喝了四瓶,我晕了有点乱,来到m哥寝室,m哥说:哦,这摄象头"玉石"给我送来了,其实这时候玉石正做在旁边,m哥本想说是bush,我马上以醉腔说到:玉石??谁jb叫玉石,咋起这jb名啊??我操!!只见那哥们以一脸无辜无奈以及委屈看着大伙,m哥马上打了圆场支吾过去了...第二天大家在一起谈这个时都乐蒙了,,说我太牛逼了,呵呵,真彪..结果第二天我去和那哥们道了歉.......但这件小事或许成为lemon楠的经典八挂了.呵呵...太嚣张了我  

    

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